Womb of Life

by Sophie on August 10, 2014

Pull of the moon

I dropped, I rolled and I journeyed to the Goddess. I sat on her lap. In the peace of her creative womb. From Her Womb of Life,  I traveled back to the land of the purple shell. I cried tears of despair and longing on the sand and said:” I am sorry for the rape of you, beautiful, fertile, abundant land of my past, I am sorry for the rape and murder of your children. I am sorry one of me was too little to protect you. I am sorry you were betrayed. I love you. Please forgive me.”

When those tears dried, I went deeper into my own womb and I said: “I am sorry for the rape of you, beautiful, fertile land of my life. I am sorry I was too little to protect you. I am sorry you were betrayed.  I love you. Please forgive me.”

Next to that screaming, barricading, angry wound, was another, smaller wound, so quiet that I nearly missed her silent weeping. To her I said: ” I am sorry that man decided no more babies, lied and did not honor you. I am sorry that patch of you remained barren and did not create beautiful, abundant, fertile life. I am sorry his fear raped you intention and your desire to create, and robbed you of your last baby. I am sorry I was not strong enough to create with you. I a sorry one of me was not enough to protect you when it takes two. I am sorry you were betrayed.  I love you. Please forgive me.”

I cried and the Goddess held me with tenderness and respect. I promised the womb land and the womb me that I would stay with them, offer rituals and love them until they healed inside of the Matrix.

When those tears dried, I went wider into the world of now and to the women, children and men dying at the hands of their fearful brothers, I said: “I am sorry for the rape of your bodies, the destruction of your hearts and the pounding of your souls.  I am sorry for the rape of the beautiful, fertile, abundant, lives you created that nobody is helping you protect. I am sorry that one of me is too little to stop the rape and murder of your children. I am sorry you are being betrayed.  I love you. Please forgive me.”

Exhausted, I came back to the lap of the Goddess. I rested in her love and respect for all. She held me with tenderness and respect. She is waiting for us to finally figure it out.

I wish for each one of you to receive the Goddess’ love, her tenderness and her respect. I wish for each one of you to find the healing you need in her Matrix. So be it.

And this is what I did today. Together we heal.

 

 

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