Why Has Sophie Been So Quiet?
Why have I been so quiet? I last posted here on May 10, nearly a month ago! So what’s been going on?!
There was a lot going on energetically (universal awakening and ascension energies), emotionally (healing old wounds as well as family stuff, kids growing up and changing, kind of stuff) and spiritually (my own growth) and when that happens all at once, I tend to go in and still myself so I can keep my balance while I change. That’s an ingrained habit from nearly 30 years of daily meditation: when in doubt, be still and listen until I can hear what the Source of All Well Being is whispering to me. Trust that well being is still flowing from Source to me and let go till I can FLOW with it again! And till I can hear my angels again.
I cocoon, regroup, meditate and ALLOW. And the reason I go silent is so I can ALLOW change to happen. When I am quiet, I can surrender and let go. I find it very difficult to surrender and let go while I am talking about it! When the inner process is extremely deep and transformational, I don’t have words for it while it’s changing my heart and re-wiring my brain.
At such a time, words feel like a limitation to the depth of the Heart of God where I am being remodeled and talking gets in the way. So I am very grateful for the deeply transformational experience of the last two months. I am deeply grateful for all the support I received from friends and family during my impromptu retreat and I will share here as many of the changes as I can explain!