Why Has Sophie Been So Quiet?

by Sophie on June 8, 2011

Why have I been so quiet? I last posted here on May 10, nearly a month ago! So what’s been going on?!

There was a lot going on energetically (universal awakening and ascension energies), emotionally (healing old wounds as well as family stuff, kids growing up and changing, kind of stuff) and spiritually (my own growth) and when that happens all at once, I tend to go in and still myself so I can keep my balance while I change. That’s an ingrained habit from nearly 30 years of daily meditation: when in doubt, be still and listen until I can hear what the Source of All Well Being is whispering to me. Trust that well being is still flowing from Source to me and let go till I can FLOW with it again! And till I can hear my angels again.

I cocoon, regroup, meditate and ALLOW. And the reason I go silent is so I can ALLOW change to happen. When I am quiet, I can surrender and let go. I find it very difficult to surrender and let go while I am talking about it! When the inner process is extremely deep and transformational, I don’t have words for it while it’s changing my heart and re-wiring my brain.

At such a time, words feel like a limitation to the depth of the Heart of God where I am being remodeled and talking gets in the way. So I am very grateful for the deeply transformational experience of the last two months. I am deeply grateful for all the support I received from friends and family during my impromptu retreat and I will share here as many of the changes as I can explain!

{ 7 comments… read them below or add one }

1 Michelle June 8, 2011 at 5:05 pm

Beautiful Sophie~quietness and stillness do work wonders for the soul~I’ve been feeling the same need for awhile~I think I need to take this heart, and disconnect from the chatter~my own chatter, and that which is around me. Thank you~;o)


2 Sophie June 8, 2011 at 11:43 pm

You are very welcome Michelle! Enjoy the sound of silence! 🙂


3 Nataly Rubinstein June 9, 2011 at 9:20 am

Hi Sophie,
I’ve missed your beautiful messages. I too need to still the chatter and your post couldn’t have come at a better time. Thanks!


4 Sophie June 11, 2011 at 12:27 pm

Thank you Nataly, for the validation both ways: that my posts are meaningful to you AND that sometimes we need to still the chatter! Love you for this comment! I will be back blogging regularly soon.


5 Angelita Salado August 21, 2011 at 9:38 am

Hi Sophie,
I love your post. It is good to keep a balance in our life by reconnecting with ourselves.
I was in retreat too. I am very happy with my transformation, after some weeks of retreat.
Thank you for sharing.


6 LunaJune February 24, 2013 at 10:10 am

Know I love Sophie… is how the words I need to hear find me…and I’ve been quiet alot since finding inner quiet in the past couple of months…. I’ve been standing in the quiet, not shouting WOW I can’t believe I’ve finally found a place of no words…. and it’s been worrying me a little because I’m a chatterbox LOL

your words … : When the inner process is extremely deep and transformational, I don’t have words for it while it’s changing my heart and re-wiring my brain

are like a big ahhhhhhhhhh

thanks for showing up today :~)

love and light


7 Sophie February 24, 2013 at 9:56 pm

Thank you so much for reading June and thank you for taking the time to talk to me about your experience. I love that place of deep silence that you describe. Love that connection with the infinite and the eternal.


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