by Sophie on January 19, 2012
Yesterday I was doing energy work on myself to integrate old masculine wisdom I gathered over lifetimes as a monk, recluse etc, mostly, but not only, through Tibetan lives and female understanding of a modern and healthy life.
It was big work and required that I concentrate on the human learning and experiences to merge the strands safely. Last night when the work was over I felt different, stronger and more complete but also very lonely which I thought was unusual. I had just merged ancient wisdom and modern knowledge, spiritual proficiency with modern psychology and masculine with feminine. I had finally merged my polar opposites into a more cohesive, livable character. What could be wrong? I decided not to worry about it and to go to sleep, which is the best remedy for anything as my kids will tell you.
This morning I picked up where I left off last night and moved onto the next stage of the healing: to integrate my deep connection to the Divine Feminine with the person I had become yesterday. As soon as I brought Her in:
- I started feeling joyful again. The joy and happiness increased until it was constant again.
- Then I started feeling physically warmer (and realised I had been cold since the day before)
- Finally, I started feeling other people’s love for me again. The wonderful warm waves I feel all day when someone dear to me thinks of me lovingly were flowing through my energy again.
What a relief! I wasn’t lonely any more. I have known for a long time that being disconnected from the Divine leaves me feeling lonely and empty deep inside. I had not realised that the disconnection also prevented me from feeling sweet human love.
Which is probably why last Tuesday I was really struck by this Abraham quote: “The way you feel is only ever about your alignment, or misalignment, with the Source within you.”
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by Sophie on January 17, 2012
I think that we are leaping again. Can you feel the excitement in the air? We’ve done it so many times that we know what we are doing by now. The energy available at the moment is giving us the opportunity to transform easily, fast and to go FAR. I am hearing of relationships changing suddenly as many try to stay centered and true to their core self and of wonderful realizations and heart openings. Lots of energy available and we can flow with it.
I myself spent most of Sunday and Monday on the phone with a wonderfully gifted healer I trust with my soul. He was working on me. Sometimes I was supporting him in his healing work for me and sometimes the healing turned out to be for both of us. I am sharing this because when I mentioned it on FaceBook, people reacted, so let me be very clear: the only way powerful working healers can remain powerful clear channels of healing for others is to keep on clearing their own “stuff”. Good healers work on themselves and on each other all the time. We have a healing PRACTICE, which means that we practice on ourselves that we recommend others receive from us.
What “stuff”? Old trauma, coping mechanisms and negative habits from this life time that don’t serve us anymore. Vows, promises, curses given and received, guilt, shame or blame from past lives. You would be surprised how much someone’s life can improve when all that’s done on a regular basis.
There is also a lot of pro active, positive work: revisiting soul contracts and freeing ourselves from them or rewriting them in a manner that makes sense for today’s stage of creation. Soul retrieval. Remembering the beauty and glory of our core, of our soul and of our connection with the Divine. Then trusting and surrendering to receive Divine Light and Love and letting it transform us into what we are best suited to be now.
We all need to keep our energy current and up to date in these times of fast changes. And healers in particular need to do so. I think healing is very much like electronics. Some of it is playful and gimmeky, much of it is useful and opens us to amazing new possibilities. But either way, we need to keep updating your operating systems and every so often, we even need to rebuild the hardware to increase its capability. This past week end was definitely a hardware upgrade, with all new fancy software that does more than I can yet imagine I am sure.
What are you experiencing in this fast flow of energetic change, awakening and ascension?
